Hi there, my name is Angel and I have a problem and I need some advice based on karma. Here's my story. Last year I was dating a girl for 2 months and I starting realizing i was becoming less and less attracted to her as time was passing. When I ended things instead of telling her the truth about why I didn't want to be with her I lied to her. I told her " the reason why I don't want to be with you is because you're reminding about what happened to me in the past(I was badly scarred by a past relationship), I cannot sleep and it's driving me crazy". A few months after the break up I woke up one day and I literally couldn't sleep because I was obsessing over negative thoughts. I began to have thoughts about suicide. I was having thoughts about the past. Now, I'm almost certain it's because of karma that I'm suffering. I figured maybe if I tell her the trurh and tell her how much I regret lying and breaking her heart would counteract my negative karma by making amends. It helped a tad bit but I'm still dealing with this and it's been about a year since I've been dealing with this. I've tried therapy and medication and nothing has worked. Is there anyway I can counteract my negative deed and stop this madness ? Please help !