i invited my friends to my graduation, one of them bought 2 boys along and i didnt know them and i didnt liked the way they looked, so i felt judged. i was completely rude and went around telling people that i didnt know them and i want them to leave. i also then started to cry next to them and people around me where telling then i was crying because i was embarrassed to be with then. they did absolutely nothing wrong. i then messed up my speech. i then went around again asking people if i was bad or dramatic or anything. i then call my friend and apologizes for being dramtic and rude and i called the boys up too. when i got home i text my friends saying i still feel bad so i will buy them all a gift. she hasnt replied to me and i know shes on her phone cos i can she her updates she posted a picture saying "gotta give her a vibe she cant find nowhere else" im not sure if she pissed at me or not, on the phone they all said i was good and it was okay but i dont know i cried about 10 times idk whats wrong with me..did i completely embarrass myself? was i dramatic? do they not like me anymore?
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well it is totally okay to feel judged by others, especially those who you didn't plan on coming in the first place. what you did was a little bit uncalled for, but you did apologize, which was the right thing to do. all you can do is say sorry and nothing more. as far as your friend who isn't responding, well like i said before, you said sorry, what else can you do. it's unnecessary to buy her a gift. say sorry and mean it, don't just say it to say it. if your friend means something to you your apology will come from your heart, and if she truly thinks of you as a friend she'll forgive you, it may take some time, but she will.