No matter how many times I try to stop, I cut my wrist a lot. I can't feel any pain with it anymore?

Question

So, I started cutting myself in sixth grade. I did it because, believe or not, I was going through a bunch of shit. I thought it could help me. 
So when I first did it, it stung some. 

I keep stopping for like a month, but something keeps attracting me to cutting again. 

Now I'm in seventh grade, and my whole forearm is covered in cut marks. When I do it, I feel pleasure. Like, the pain is gone.

No matter how hard I try, I always get drawn back to continuing. 

My mother knows about my cuts, but she doesn't seem to care. I want to stop. How can I get help? I don't want to end up killing myself because of this?
Please, I'm only 12.

Answer

That happens sometimes. First, get B-50 or B-100 at the drug store. Those are B vitamins and they will make you feel normal. Vitamin B2 is a dye that makes your pee bright yellow, so when the color fades, it's time for another pill. Some people cut the pills into four pieces and take one piece every hour because they use it up that fast. 

Next, get "Pure Vitamin E Skin Beauty Oil" and apply it to your scars. You can also use vitamin E capsules by poking a hole with a pin and squeezing the oil out. Vitamin E has to soak in, so put it on when you can leave the skin bare for a while.

No matter how many times I try to stop, I cut my wrist a lot. I can't feel any pain with it anymore?

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