Hello everyone,
I've been having issues communicating properly and as such have made a fairly bad reputation for myself in school. I come across as condescending when I'm really not trying to, and alienate myself from my peers due to my abrasive personality.
That said, I have been seeing a therapist to help me through this. However, the therapist often tells me very interesting things, such as "your brain is incapable of processing negative events".
At first, it was a bit liberating to be able to say, "okay, I have a deficiency and that's why I act the way I do". However, I'm a bit worried as this implies that I don't have control over my actions or thoughts. It almost seems as though this (and other statements she has made) is just a scapegoat.
Other strange behavior includes calling my mother to fact-check me when I tell her something (I'm 15 -- this is perfectly legal, please don't get into the legalities of this as I have already checked). For example, she asks me to describe an event that my mother had previously relayed to her. Then, she'll call my mother (right in front of me), describe what I said, and then ask if that is accurate. My mother will of course say something like, "that's partially accurate" (sometimes flat out "no that's incorrect") and then divulge other details. I thought a therapist was supposed to gain my trust, are they not?
Does this sound realistic to you, or am I being given a free pass to act the way I do? Is this therapist lazily attributing my behavior to a made-up illness instead of working through these issues?
Is this behavior normal for a therapist? I don't seem to have made a bit of progress, and in fact I feel worse than before we started.