Okay, so i know she wants to buy me then for my upcoming bithday, but I just can't bare the fact that she's barely older than me. Back then I used to provide for her and some of my younger siblings for three years which isn't much, I'm 15 now and it just doesn't feel right to me to have them buy me things, and to too that off I don't even have a job now, so I'm unable to buy them anything. I know if i just flat out decline her gift she'll probably be heart broken. I don't have many pairs of shoes and seeing me wear the same ones is likely what gave her the idea. but waking up everyday and puting them on will hurt me tremendous. Especially when I see her. I'm not worried about looking dependable or embarrased, but I just hate when people but me things, as well when ever I can't even repay them back. Pleased if there is anyway to avoid this let me know, or if i should just go through with it also tell me, thanks alot anything helps.