... He changed so much for the better and I took him back as I really love him. He s so good to me but he did say if we broke up this time He would be ok and completely let go because he knows he s compleypy put in 100% and he needs to protect himself and not get hurt by holding on. I went into panic mode terrified he s going to leave me. Why has my insecureties kicked in so bad? Why am I hurting and scared? Is it normal for me to feel this way?