This question is a couple of weeks old so I dont know if u have already had ur graduation or not, but none the less here is my thoughts on the subject.
First u admitted u didnt try ur best and that takes a lot of guts so I would give u points for that. Second u did graduate and that is an accomplishment no matter how u tryto spin it so good job, u should be proud of urself. I would give u points for that. ( no Im not really keeping score or anything ) Third - how do u feel about not graduating with honors? Forth - what did this situation teach u?
I am a mother of 4 and my kids have all graduated. One of them graduated with honors and one of them barely graduated by the hair on his chin. I was proud of both. Its our job as parents to push our children because we know that they wont push themselves. Its frustrating for parents when we know what our kids are capable of but they could care less. Parents tend to think that how good of a job they were as parents is messured in how successful their child is( Even though thats not true). I often think that parents forget that their children are people just like them and I think that children forget that their parents are also people too. I would like to think that u have parents that will be proud of u know matter what. And I bet u they are even if they dont show it. But for arguement sake lets say they're not. That would suck and that would hurt but that is also their problem and not yours. Some people have expectations that no matter how hard u try u will never meet. Some people only see the glass half empty when they could be seeing it half full. U can spend ur entire life putting everyone else first or u can spend it putting u first. Its up to u to choose who it is u are living ur life for. Love ur parents, respect ur parents, honor ur parents, be truthful to ur parents but live ur life in ur own way because it is ur life to live and u are entitled to it. Mistakes and all. I hope ur situation has worked out for u and everything is good but if things arent good and u want to talk about it then post another question or send a friend request and we can talk about it some more if u need some one to talk too. Good luck
