Example: We had guest coming to our house and house is not clean ..he asked if i need any help cooking..since my mother in law was helping i said no..he was happily watching ipad.. I said look the house is dirty you can clean by vacuuming and folding blankets...he said do it yourself first..i said you will do what you like and not what i say ..then he vacuumed the room..but again went and watched iPad ..the time is getting close for the guests to come and the rooms need to be organized a bit..i have a 6 month old baby and it was time to feed him...I got frustated and with little angry told see you told you will help but you are doing nothing ..why can't you fold blankets...I was making the baby sleep...he came upstairs and twisted my hand ..pushed me to the wall and with his hand pressed my throat very badly and hardly that i couldn't swallow properly food for 3 days ..it was hurting badly when i swallow something or talk loudly.I cried a lot ..the person who I love really don't care how badly it hurt me my throat was paining so badly..this is not the first time ..he beat me many times by pulling my hair ,slapping on my birthday as i didn't listen to him.I love him more than anything but his behavior towards me ..i don't feel like loving him anymore