We've been together for 3 years. There's been a few issues with one of her ex's continually contacting her on hopes of getting her back but that issue was resolved. This time my girlfriend almost cheated on me with a customer who she needed to give her number too. It's not unusual for her to five her personal number out for her job. I was told a month ago by one of her friends that my girlfriend was communicating with this other woman and that she had made plans to go over to the other woman's house and sleep with her. But cancelled when she was mid way to the house. I just so happened to be away that weekend on a 2 day camping trip with college friends. I approached my girlfriend about everything and her first response was to get out of the house. She then stopped me and told me it was true. She wouldn't go into detail about anything. She admitted that she lied about a week ago when her phone rang and I went to grab it for her but she told me it was some weird client. But in actuality it was the other woman. I asked my girlfriend if she was ever going to tell me about this. She said that she had never planned to ever mention it. I felt so sad and hurt but told her I forgave her. I don't think I have. She told me that she liked that the other woman called her pretty and wanted to sleep with her. She said she loves when people flirt with her. I don't understand that. I thought I always showed affection towards her. I never push sex on her. We used to have a great sex life but now we haven't slept together ins out 2 months. I can attempt to initiate sex but get pushed away. Or she would rather just touch herself and not allow me to touch her. I always initiate kisses, hugs, hand holding...everything. The only physical thing she ever wants from me is a back massage. I just don't feel like she even cares about me anymore.