Ive been friends with this girl for over 4 years and Ive gone to school with her for all those years. shes been in every single one of my classes and we hang out with each other every single recess and lunch and after school. weve stuck by each other for so long but I always feel like a second choice to her. We always organise a sleep over and right at the last minute, she bails! every time!
on instagram, she always posts pictures with her other friends and writes long paragraphs about them, but never for me!
then just yesterday, we finished middle school and we are both moving to a new school together but on instagram she posted a picture of her and her other friend (which she's not in any of our classes and they never hang out together) and the caption of the picture was saying how grateful and thankful she is that she'd stuck by her for 3 years when ive been the one that has helped her through absolutely everything and she has not thanked me once. I feel like she doesn't appreciate me and she doesn't care about me.
she's pretty much my only friend so im afraid to lose her but I feel like I deserve a much better friend! I don't know what to do.