... basically pay for me to go to college and such, but I don't want to leave what I have at my current school. I have found people here that I can actually trust, and at my old school it was not like that at all. The new school would be good for us financially, but I'm afraid it will take a negative toll on me as a person. I don't want to be that girl who is always alone again because nobody shares interests with her and such- It was awful to bear with the first time that happened. I'm scared I'll end up antisocial wih no friends at all, as well. I am always feeling extremely depressed as well (I seem to have quite a few symptoms of severe depression too, according to what I've read on a variety of websites...). I don't know what to do- Should I leave my comfort zone and just try out this new school and possibly have a bad outcome, or should I stay at my current school, where I feel like I actually fit in? Please help!
Answers (2)
Talk to your family and friends about your depression if you can. Otherwise talk to a counselor or something. Hopefully they'll understand why you don't want to change schools.
Even if you do end up changing schools, try and keep in touch with your friends at this school! Not gonna lie, it'll be hard. I started studying overseas 2 years ago, sadly I didn't manage to keep in touch with most of the people back home. But I have better friends here, so it's all good!
Anyway, I think the best option for now is to let people around you understand your situation, and then you can talk to them about what you want to do next. Good luck!
I'll try to talk to some people about it, although my family can be kind of hard to talk to at times ^^" Thank you for your advice, though ^^
Well, the thing is I don't know if they would care. They're always saying things like "just deal with it, it doesn't matter," so that makes them very hard to talk to at times...