ant. We were very happy. Towards the end of my pregnancy we lost the baby. We were devastated. We fell apart. He moved out. We saw each other a few times over the years. Kept in touch with a text here and there to say hi or wish each other a Happy Birthday. We never discussed what we went through. He wouldn't even discuss it when we were still together. He recently got married after dating someone for two months. And now, she's pregnant. She's due the same month we lost our baby. I can't get past it. I realize it's been 5 years. I realize he didn't plan it that way. They are doing what we were suppose to be doing. He's going to doctors appointments, picking out names, painting the room, etc. I don't know if I'm jealous, depressed, still grieving for my baby. But I'm definitely sad.