He left my mom and probably doesn't know I exist. Worse than never meeting him, he was a crimanal. I have two sentimental friends who I complain to when I have that short period of time that it is completely unbearable. I dont complain to my other friends because they might think i am pathetic. I kind of think I am, so their opinions can and probably would be worse. Is this normal, or am I pathetic for being hurt?
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When I was seven my father killed himself. Leaving me and my mom. He was also a criminal, a drug addict, who also tried to burgle a house (failed attempt, the dip shit).
Are you pathetic? No. You're processing.
My suggestion to you is to write these things down. Don't beat yourself up if your friends don't get what you're going through. It's not your problem.
My mother was very obiese when I was younger. I'm an adopted daughter now and I'm bothered that I can't remember my own parents' faces. I had 3 older brothers and 3 older sisters and I was the youngest in my family. No, you're not pathetic. If you're calling yourself pathetic and stuff like that, you need to stop. You'll only hurt yourself and do some serious damage to your body and your life. I would ask for a therapist or something, just so you can process your life again.
You do realize that you're going off track a little bit . . . right?
Thank you. That does help