So there was this party/celebration and there was karaoke. Since there were quite a lot of people in the sitting room (mostly teenagers), some people sat on the ground. My crush was one of them. I was sitting on the small couch along with these two little girls (I say little but they're around 8 and 12 years old). I was inbetween them. My crush was sitting in front of the couch beside the 8 year old girl. Recently I've been trying to avoid him because of various reasons so I tried my best not to look at him. I also didn't want to make it obvious cause his friends might've noticed. But I couldn't help but glance at him and I saw that he was on Snapchat (I think). Then I looked away and faced the TV and joined in singing the song that was on.

But when I glanced at my crush's phone, his front camera was on and he was tilting it in my direction. I kind of have a fear of cameras (lol) and I was flustered so I pulled my sleeves over my hands and casually covered my face from the camera's view. I continued singing with the karaoke and acted normally. But when I took a peek to see if my crush had put his phone away, all I could see was the 8 year old girl beside me on the screen. I didn't look long enough to see if I could be seen on camera but I'm pretty sure I was. So I turned around to talk to my brother behind me. When I turned back around he still had his freaking camera pointing in my direction!

This went on for quite a while and I'd cover my face if I was facing the front, and every now and then I'd turn around to talk to my brother.

I came up with 3 reasons:
1. He wanted to take a picture of me
2. He was checking to see if I was staring at him again (There was one day with a special event on and I'd keep looking at him casually but he always caught me XP)
3. He wanted to take a picture of the little girl

Why was he doing this?! And why'd he make it so obvious?! He was right in front of me! (Well, slightly to the right but you what I mean XD)

I actually feel sick and I'm getting headaches from overthinking. I thought I was able to finally forget him a little after a few weeks of endurance but this incident has me thinking about him 24/7 all over again. I have a huge exam soon and I can't freaking focus on studying because of that stupid guy who's always on my mind.

So how do you interpret this incident?