some of my best memories and friends i've ever had come from high school. i miss the friendship i had and feeling like i belonged. i also met the only girl i ever actually loved in high school. i know things change after graduation but i haven't had any good friends or have felt like i've belonged anywhere since graduation. i have some not so good memories to but those memories aren't what i'm talking about.
i want to know how i can look at life the same way now.
i do have hobbies and some of the may have good career opportunities but the jobs i can get won't be enough to pay tuition. never really liked sports though i do support the "Raiders" they're an underdog team right now and eventually they'll win again.