so i dont know what to do now
my life feels so boring
feels like i am doing same stuff everyday but i dont
i been trying to get out more and hang with friends
but it to feels boring
every day i wake up it all feels the same
sometimes i just wish i could rot away
nothing feels fun anymore
before i thought it may feel better if i get more friends and maybe get into a relationship
or just go out on some activity
but i was wrong everything feel just like everyday (boring, meaningless)
so i just wonder what you people do to feel happy or to find stuff meaningful
(oh and i have tried antidepressive medication but no change)