I have been in love with this man since we were 14. He recently got married, and I was crushed to hear the news. He didn't know her anymore then a few weeks, but that isn't the reason why I'm angry and hurt. He and I spent a few nights here and there together, he finally told me that he loved me and he had been so stupid not to have realized it sooner. That was before he got married, by the way. I don't want to sound like a slut, lol. He told me I was a good woman, his daughter loves me to pieces and he knows that as well.. He and I are attracted to eachother emotionally and physically. I would give my life for his at any given moment. He knows that I would do anything under the stars for him, so it isnt like I have hidden my feelings. See, the point is, he said he was going to marry me. He told his mother that he loved me, he told me that he was going to marry me, and it made me the happiest woman ever to finally hear it. He married another woman, it is killing me. I don't know what to do. I don't see myself with anyother man but him. I havent even gotten an explanation from him of why he did this to me. He said he was going to tell me why he did it. But it has been over a year. Does anyone have any advice or any similar situations? PLEASE, this is creating alot of heartache and pain, any help would be appreciated.