I mean we both love eachother. It's just that he lives an hour away from me, and I think about him every minute of the day. Everything I do I think of him, and when I'm not doing anything at all. Sometimes I feel like he doesn't think of me as much I think of him.
We haven't texted in a long time, because something happend to his phone, and we haven't seen eachother for months!
Before his phone damaged, the times that I texted him he kinda seemed a little rude, I mean like I know it's over text and like you never know, but I would just say "miss you<3:*" and he would text me with a vague answer " I miss u too."
He is just a little different, because he used to be all lovey Dovey and stuff.
I feel like his feelings for me just fades the more we're apart. But not for me, the more we're apart the stronger I feel towards him, and the more I want to be with him.
Idk, please don't ask why I want to stop thinking of him. It's not like I want to literally STOP thinking about, it's just that I want to think about him less. I know I might be a little paranoid (problably all girls go through this) but I feel like distance is problably not the only thing that his feeling for me are changing, he's problably growing feelings for someone else. I mean he is older than me, and goes to to high school where there are many pretty girls who lives close.
When I'm doing something that entertains me, and the things that I love doing really just keeps me from thinking about him. But when I stop doing those things I start thinking about him uncontrollably.
I've never thought of anybody more in my whole entire life!:(
there is a boy that I like that I would start talking with....but I would feel like I would be making a mistake. Sometimes I feel like our relationship isn't real anymore..:(
....and I love him.