I feel in love with this amazing boy, he was so loving, sweet, cool, soo handsome, smart, caring, and pertfect. Well, we both feel in love with eachother.
He lives in New York and I live in New jersey, but we weren't HOURS apart, only 45 mins away.
He cheated on me, nd he didn't really tell me, or why. I found out about it over an anonymous call. nd confronted him about it but I over reacted (over text). He deleted my # b4 I even confronted him, so that's what you call bad news.
Nd this happend in January. Never really got over him. I miss him terribly, and I want him back. I deleted his # number from my phone, so I can't really confess.
We didn't really communicate as much since school started. And I'm just blaming myself, because I feel like I could have done something different, like call him more, tell him I loved him ALL the TIME, or call him "baby" back to him. I tried to make plans to visit him, but a lot of things like hurricane sandy etc. I can't get over the fact that he moved on. And that girl tht he's dating is one lucky chick.
I love him...sooo much nd I want him back but I know he's not coming back. so how do I get over the fact that he probably doesn't even think about me, and that he moved on.