My boyfriend and i were having twins it was a high risk mono/di pregnancy but i recently went into preterm labour and had to delivour our babies shortly after they both passed it was devistating! When i first found out i was pregnant he was happy and excited with me but as time went on he got distant and stopped hanging out with me talking to me and even showing affection for me! My 4th month i found out he was cheating on me he was out drinking and smoking all night! When i had found out i freaked and cried but he said he didnt even have feelings for her and he wanted me to move in and be a family with him! But he was really hesitant about puting our relationship on facebook i only wanted to so badly because we have been together so long but yet people were still asking who the father of my twins were! When we found out i had to deliver the babies he was heartbroken and blamed it on himself i reasured him that nothing could have caused this that we did it was just a high risk pregnancy and sadly i couldnt go full term! Im completely horrified about what happened i have not stopped crying he hasnt really left my side since except for today! But i cant shake the feeling he doesnt want to be with me he just is because now he feels bad about the pregnancy I went through his phone and a girl he had flirted with before was messgaing him about how bad she felt and they are planing on hanging out but i dont know if this is even worth getting mad over i love him and i want to have more babies but maybe this is the time to just walk away from him? And see if he really does care to come back we will always have this connection but i cant seem to feel his love.. What do you think
