i have dated my guy for over six years we met online my problem is im the only one who travels to see him he pays and everything but money is not an issue he has only visited once and it didnt go well i felt like i didnt want him at my home ( he diceded to visit after 4 yrs of dating). his parents love me they are like parents to me but he didnt want to get a job when he graduated suddenly he got a call center job leaving only sundays free he didnt even think about me cuz its a given that im the one who travels always i see him every end of my trimester from school but sometimes i dont even want to go. he is a great guy but i dont intend of moving in the future i think we both created our lifes apart without considering the other at least he does he only thinks about his martial arts stuff and his trips and friends. i care about him cuz i dont think i feel love anymore i got used to not being together i got bored and bitter through out the years there are so many things i want to share but i have to wait three months for a date and i have to travel 4 hrs. he is and would be a perfect partner but i want one by my side i fear leaving him and loosing the only guy who actually cared for me but i hate that everything i have in life comes with agreements and in parts why cant i have something thats not conditioned help me!