Im a 22 year old guy..i've always been a little shy..never had many friends..im pretty much used to being alone..and doing things alone..
im fine most of the time..But at times, i feel really alone..and empty..
though i have a good life..and though i have everything anyone would ever want, i still feel unhappy..
There are times when i feel very lonely..i look up the entire contacts list in my phone or in my fb account..but i dont find even a single person i can talk to..not a single person i could be with..
I do have friends..but none of them are very close to me..though im shy, if i like a person i an be very friendly so actually i can easily make friends but most times these friendships dont last long, something always goes wrong..im so tired of these broken relationships, i dont even feel like trusting anyone anymore..sometimes i wish there was atleast ONE friend with whom i could just be myself..someone whom i can count on to always be there for me..i just want some affection and concern..
Maybe im looking for such things from friends is wrong..maybe its love im looking for..i did like couple of girls, but things never work out for me..im just not that charming..i always keep dreaming of finding that one person who would always love me and be with me forever no matter what..but i have no hopes of finding anyone of that sort anymore..i mean why would anyone love me? when i dont like myself why would anyone else like me? i know im a nice person..im kind..i always try to treat people right..always try to keep people happy..but for some reason i have no confidence at all in myself..

I just feel soo alone right now..i wish there was atleast one person who really cared about me..and my happiness..feeling so lonely..losing hope..i know many people feel this way..but ive been feeling this way a lil too often for a lil too long..

I just want to be loved and cared about..is that too much to ask for? :(