I'm 15. I don't care about anyone else. That makes it sound weird. Not in the selfish sense (well, it is, but it's more than that.) It's just that I never feel guilty and I don't care about hurting other people. I'm only nice to people I want things from, or I think it would be beneficial for me in the future to be nice to them now. If not, I generally treat them like a small child (well not exactly but you get what I mean).
Now, this side of me, I don't feel any need to change myself. However, Thats just half of the time. The other half, I'm so emotional. I cry at everything and I trust people too easily.
I've only developed there emotional drawbacks since I started highschool. In the past when I was younger I was basically emotionless. So why am I emotional half the time but not at all the other half? And how do I get rid of the boo hoo side of me? It literally causes me nothing but trouble and is just a chore to clean up the messes I make when I get upset.
I usually just put the whole emotional side down to hormones, but when they are at such great extremes (of which I mean being totally distant and self confident to an emotional wreck) and change at seemingly random moments, I just think it could be mental. So yeah. Thanks.
