i dont understand why everyone tells me "theres so much to live for," when in my life there isnt. im in highschool and my grades are horrible which probably means i wont get into a good college or ever be successful in life. its too late now. my ADHD makes it nearly impossible. now im not having a "pity party," or feeling sorry for myself, im just going to be honest. im ugly af. i know i'll never get a boyfriend or have a family one day like everyone else. also, not that i blame them, but my parents and family HATE me. they yell at me and think im not trying when they literally dont understand that im trying my hardest and its just not good enough. they dont even say they love me. a lot of people say that suicide is selfish and that it hurts everyone else, but then i think about it. who would i be hurting? no one cares and i know it. NO ONE. my parents often talk about how difficult and annoying i am, and i feel like just a burden to them. i've lost all intrest in any of the activities i used to enjoy. i used to have emotion and feel things like happiness and sadness and love but now i feel nothing at all. its like being dead but forced into a living persons body. people always ask where i see myself in 10 years and to be honest i see myself in the graveyard. i dont think i actually have a furture its like i just can't see myself being successful in life. i know its probably dumb to ask this on here but its so hard to talk about my problems in person and i have no one to tell them to.
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if you are like me lol, ignore that other answer, i dont believe in god, and i dont think u do. u live life for you, u dont live it for others.
First of all, there is no way your parents dont love u. my parents didnt tell me they loved me in years, we dont talk much, i spend a lot of time in my room, but i know they love me, how can they not. they are our parents.
second of all, you arent ugly. and probably a lot of people say it. you arent ugly, even if you feel like it yourself, sure maybe u arent as goodlooking as other girls. i used to think im ugly, im not perfect. i actually was born with a bumb on my nose, i always wanted surgery for it, i was gonna get it this year, then i found a girlfriend who loves me for who i am. i know now people can love u for who u are, not for how u look. i realize now i dont need the surgery and im fine as how i am. so will u find a boyfriend who lives u for who u are, u are probably still young.
If you want to talk about your problems, u can talk to me, u can send me a ''private quesiton'' by clicking on my profile, can talk to u whenever u need me, u can send me your facebook there or something , will add u and u can always talk about anything u want to to me. please do :)
Mountaintop experiences are overrated.
Life is an accumulation of little every day moments.
Apprentice: Master, what is the secret of enlightenment?
Master: Have you finished your rice?
Apprentice: Yes.
Master: Then go wash your bowl.
(And with that the apprentice became enlightened.)
-Zen Proverb
"The Bible shows that our purpose in life is to build a friendship with God. Consider some of these fundamental truths that the Bible reveals.
God has a purpose for everything he creates, including us.—Isaiah 45:18.
In the future, we can experience in full God’s original purpose for us when he eliminates suffering and grants everlasting life to his friends, those who worship him.—Psalm 37:10, 11."
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excuse my poor english, loves u for who u are