As a man who has always been attracted to women like my wife (attractive, intelligent, successful,professional, classy and outgoing. I find myself totally obsessed with Filipino women.
In particular, my neighbor , she seems to be totally opposite from my wife. She he is not pretty, has a frumpy body and dresses very plain. he has long curly black hair, brown skin and her pronounced high pitched and broken English accent.
When I see her or chat to her for some reason I am feel different and she makes me very aroused. I know she works as a cleaner and appears not overly intelligent and lives with a much older man (in his late 60's).
As she is closer to my age (Im in my early 40's), I think she finds me attractive and now I'm having trouble resisting her, as I think about her all of the time.
I am very tempted to explore this more personally with her but I'm scared that I will be overcome and fall inot her charms
Is this normal behavior ?
She is work focused and we have no kids. We are fine together, but the energy or spark is not always there, say like it was 10 years ago.
It's just that lately I've had this feeling of distraction about the other lady, and I'm finding difficult to shift