I don't want to get into too much detail but there were more than a couple times that I have had to deal with a parent attempting suicide and now it is starting to effect me. I can't take yelling or loud noise and I'm nervous around guns and knives, I'm distant from people and introverted and don't enjoy going out anymore. Things have been quiet but my bearded are always on fire. Sometimes I'll be in bed or in the shower and it will comeback to me and I'll just cry and struggle to breathe. I'm afraid to tell someone out of fear of being criticized and being called a hypochondriac. But every online test says I have a 8-10 chance that I'm suffering from it and should see a doctor