A friend passed a while ago and while I've suffered through depression for a great many years the weeks leading up to the time of year of her death are pretty bad, this year I had seriously considered ending my life when people I hardly talk to started taking an interest in me ought of a sudden, her name would come up in conversation, as well as my value to others. Even the day of three people out of the blue invited me to activities. I just find it odd, for those concerned I'm not suicidal anymore but I am still depressed and even more so confused.