I'm 17 and she is 14. I haven't seen her for like 5 years since our childhood. She and I used to play as little kids when I was 12 and she was 9. I'm a boy f.y.I I saw her for the first time today and she is so hot. I just want to ask her out but she is my 2nd cousin. I'm in love and she is too because I met her and she was so shy to talk to me and kept on giving me these signals. Is this weird?