I've just found out I'm pregnant. I already have 14 and 9 yo boys. My partner is 44 doesn't seem too keen on keeping it although he will leave the decision up to me. We have been together a year and both have kids from other people, however our relationship though loving can be rocky. I'm scared of ending up a single parent and starting over again at my age. I don't have any practical support from family. The other thing is I had surgery a few months ago to remove an ovary and borderline cancer. I am shocked to be pregnant as was being advised to have hysterectomy...although i said i dii decided to be monitored instead. Would I be crazy to keep this baby and start over again at my age?