I was seated beside her on the first day of college. Now when we've just finished, we have become best friends. But already back when I first talked to her, I started to fall for her. As I see it, she is way out of my league and the few of her relationships in the 3 years I've known her, have all been with older and sporty guys. I do not really fall into that category, as I am kinda bookish. We have lots of common interests, as movies, literature and humor. We don't text much, but when we're together we have lots of fun and deep conversations. She is also quite physical around me; always hugging and kisses on the cheeks and stuff. At the graduation party this summer, we both got pretty wasted. Late in evening she got real emotional about us not seeing each other often after college, and feared we might lose contact. As she was crying, I tried comforting her, kissing her forehead and cheek. She misinterpreted it and went for the mouth, which ended up in an awkward and not very successful kiss. Being a coward and kinda shocked, I didn't go for another kiss. Luckily, things didn't get awkward afterwards,but my feelings for her only grew. Now she is pretty much always in my head every time I allow myself to think. With her showing how much I meant to her by crying on my shoulder for 20mins and of course the kiss, just made everything more complicated. At this point, I don't know what to do, as I have clearly fallen in love with her. But since I won't see her as much now, I fear a negative outcome of me pursuing my feelings, could jeopardize our future friendship, if it were to become awkward and sad between us. At this point, I have no idea what to do, which I guess is what I am seeking advice on. I'm sorry for the long novel, I just spilled everything on my heart.