It's been weeks now that I've carried around this barely concealed resentment for life. People make me angry, the way the world is run makes me angry, knowing that things are corrupt and messed up and I'll never have the power to change any of it makes me even MORE angry. I wake up in the morning and feel my heart sink because I know it's just going to be another empty day, filled with killing time. Friends, family, even my husband are finding it hard to be around me. They don't know where this anger comes from, how could they when even I don't know? They are getting impatient and want me to just get over this feeling. And that, of course, just makes me feel miserable and pissed off. Why can't they see the world the way I do? If they did, I promise they would be angry as well. But my husband told me this morning I'm getting difficult to be around and I'm afraid he is going to leave me because of this. How do I find out what the source of my anger is? Looking inward and just asking myself isn't coming up with any answers.