I tried being alone for quite some time, and i actually kind of enjoy it~ but my friends and family hassle me about it frequently. I get that it's not quite normal, but most relationships I've seen aren't quite normal either... just more accepted. I've had a boyfriend, and it was okay but not worth the trouble in my opinion. It was nice because I had known him for a while before we went out, but when guys I don't know so very well invite me on a date, I get terribly anxious- and not the good kind! I'm not a lesbian, but girls don't worry me so much so I was thinking of trying.. but that just seems wrong for the other person, yknow?