... any close friends,,,I'm a friendly person and I treat the people well...I care for all...actually I have loving parents and a very good boy friend who can understand me well...totally I have everything except a good friend to share my feelings...in my college there are many students, normally they talk with me...but they aren't more close..if we go out they all stay together and I feel like I'm being avoided by them...I feel like I'm useless for all and I feel like there's something wrong with me as no one is caring me...I feel so lonely.There were some friends who became so close to me..but they also changed now when they met new people...I'm 100% sure that I didn't do anything wrong to them...now also sometimes they come to me and ask for helps for their studies...only those times they remember me...and they are now telling I'm the one who has changed.
But really I didn't...bcz i knw the value of a friend very well...
I can't tell about this problem to my parents or my bf as they'll also get sad...as I hv no friends I feel to spend my whole time with my bf...but he can't be with me all the time as he has his works.When consider about my hostel life my roommate is also very silent and she is always studying and she has no time to communicate with me...she never come out with me...I feel so bored....
Many people have gangs of friends,but me,have none!!!