my parents basically don't care my dad i do ever see him i dont have a father figure my mom is a druggie that does nothing with her life my brother whose 4 years older then me does care what happens to me and the one girl that made that difference is gone, we were together for 3 years she helped me threw everything and i knew i had one person to count on and now i have no one running away to find my self i dont know the emotions im feeling but i really feel running away might help me clear everything and start fresh it might be the best thing for me to do.
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Its tough..I get you. I might not be 17 or gone through the same stuff as you... but ive had similar issues. And I did end up running away but I wouldnt advise anyone else to do the same, well I might do, but not in your situation.
By running away you will achieve nothing, maybe some sort of peace for a few weeks....but it will mess you up down the lane. You might end up doing something you'll regret later on in life... thats if you do end up surviving the streets. Think about finishing your education or spending time with your brother and any 1 else that you have somewhat of a bond too.. and if its not that strong of a bond... make it one
Like where would you go? What would you do? How would you pay for living? Will it mess up your education? Will it cause anyone you know pain that you're gone? Wouldnt it be better if you helped your mother or sought help from the right authorities? Can you cook? Etc etc
I know it hurts...and your going through an A to Z of emotions but YOU CAN DO IT! ! You'll make it through once you hit Z . You just need distractions ^_^ . Anime/manga helps. So does going out for a walk or hanging out with friends. Air guitar and dubstep and just random movements to music in general. A hot steaming shower too ^_^ . Ooo and a new friend too
