My mom is a drug addict and it fried her brain pretty much. She halluicinates things and thinks its real. She blames me for everything and shes very suicidal. She is saying everything thats wrong woth her is wrong with me ao im getting blamed and in trouble for things i never did. Shes making me see a psychiatrist and i dont want to go. Do i have a choice ir do i HAVE to go because im 17?