I'm 16 years old I dropped outta of school because some issues I live in third world country can I?

You are at a delicate age. You are not alone youths all over the world rich or poor have anxieties as you are having. In a third world country it is more difficult. You have access to a computer that's is very good. There are millions of young people throughout the world who have gotten comfort from reading materials and videos to deal with such issues. These publications are free of charge. You can read online and download these publications and videos. Click on to the "Online Library" and type in the search box the issue you would like information on. Go to the books section and search for the book "Young People Ask, Answers that work" volume 1 & 2. There is contact information if you would like to speak to one of the representative personally. I feel your frustrations because I grew up in a country similar to a third world country. I never felt loved by a mother, father or relative. I cannot remember anyone tell me they loved me or being hugged. Life seemed as if I never belonged but I continued to follow the rules of life even though they seemed unfair. I had no choice but I keep remind myself that one day I will get control of my of my life where I can make my own decisions. I continued to focus on things such as my education and the career I will choose and work towards that. I even prayed to the unknown God at that time. I believed he heard my prayers now as I look back in my life. He did not give me a quick fix but I can see now that he gave me strength beyond normal to continue. My life turned out successfully even though there are still emotional scars I do not let them or the past rob me of the contentment I now have. The most important reasons that brought me through were, I learned "what was the purpose of life"why does suffering exist "who is God" and many more answers that most people need answers for. Please go to www.jw.org website and absorb the answers to the secret of life and how applying its principles can help you through this difficult time.