... washer was loaded up and outwards and he fell by it with his foot landing on a knife. Unfortunately the knife cut a vein in his foot so when we reached the hospital, me and my mum were told there's a 90% chance he won't walk again. The thing is he always dreamed of becoming a footballer and he played for arsenal youth academy. Now he won't talk to me or look at me when we visit the hospital and I can't even kiss him goodbye. We had a great relationship but now I feel like I've ruined his life and he might never forgive me. What do I do now someone help. ;(