I'm so scared. it started when I woke up and blacked out then waking up to medics in my room. I've only had one and my first one was a week ago. I'm terrified to go to school. I went to the hospital and she told me there was a 50/50 chance that I had it. I don't get my results for a couple of days. she thinks it is though. I don't want to have to deal with this. I'm so terrified and I can't stop crying. I feel alone and I feel like a freak. I just want to be a regular teenage girl. I want to drive. I feel hopeless. my parents keep telling me that epileptic people live with it and they live happy healthy lives. but I can't stop thinking about it.