I feel happy and then when i do what makes me happy.. I think why am i doing this. Whats wrong with me. And it just makes me feel 10 times worse. I am always mean to my friends and i never used to be but they just annoy me all the time and ugh i hate that feeling. I want to leave. Run away but i couldn't do that to my family even though i want to so bad or better i just want i forget about my mom because then i willl feel normal. And not abandoned.
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It takes time. What you are going through is a normal part of the grieving process. Don't forget your Mum but we live our lives in the present & in the future & you will find happiness. Never feel guilty for feeling happy, your Mum loved you & she would only want you to be happy. Don,t be mean to your friends, they are not grieving for your Mum but that is not their fault. Just keep going & in time you will feel better & you will be happier & try to become the person your Mum would want you to be, somebody she could be proud of. That will be her legacy that she put a good person into the world. Good luck.