I am 28 year old female and graduated in Psychology nearly 2 years ago. I had a great opportunity to start work for a business psychology organisation today but I emailed them to say that I had been offered another job (not true) and that I wouldn't be starting my employment with them.I have had another telephone interview today and this other company seem keen and this job is closer to my home and similar field of work. The reason for my change of thought is that the job was 30 miles away and was working shift patterns that involved finishing at 10:00 pm or midnight. I didn't want to give up my social network of support in the evening (I have some health issues) or my new lease of life eating well, exercising and no smoking. Even as I write this I realise how stupid I have been! The job itself sounded and looked exciting, the people were nice and it was a great opportunity for me to start my late career. I am absolutely gutted and don't know what to do with myself! I am deeply regretful and made a huge mistake. Please help.