I'm 21 male
I've developed hate towards everything and everyone. I sure don't need a holiday. I've been backpacking throughout the world since few years now. I'm fed up and tired and I don't want to do anything with my life anymore. I don't have any feeling of joy anymore. I'm not happy. I cannot stop blaming people around me for my condition. I want to go somewhere in the mountains where there's no electricity no phone connection. Somewhere I could become a Buddha maybe. Somewhere where I could live in peace with little money to survive and meditate the whole time. I don't know any place like that. I feel emotionless and I am in India right now.
Can you suggest me a place to go ? And how to find this place where I don't have to pay anything to live. Just devote my life there and live in peace. ?