I want any opinion to be in the right direction in my life job search?

You are asking the wrong people
We don't know you, your education, what your interests are, what your skills are, what training would you need, how much effort you are willing to expend, how much time and money you want to invest.

I would suggest you find a psychologist and tell the therapist you are in need of some career counseling and ask to take some tests to help you focus on what path to take.

Good luck.