For years I've been treated very different by others and somehow have managed to keep going. Only recently have I just hit rock bottom and have lost my faith in others. Every time I've met somehow, things have done well but turns the other direction when they find out they can do better. The minute people find out they can do better, I'm kicked to the curb and completely ignored. Every time. This goes for men and woman. As days pass I'm beginning to get more distraught about the situation. I'm not sure what to think anymore.