Every day. I feel less motivated to do everyday things and my memory is failing me. I do or go through something and tend to forget it a lot until it pops into my head randomly. I have also wanted to move less, as my legs feel heavy and as if they have been the result of weight gain. I also tend to feel quite tired on most occasion and this is something that has left me a shell of who I used to be. I have constipation every day and I also tend to feel my bladder as I walk or move. I can't stay calm because restlessness is my middle name and I have anxiety as well. I have tended to look less and less forward to each day and I have had suicidal thoughts about three times. I am in my first year of my twenties and I am despising it instead of loving it. I also have felt no urge to actually get dressed a lot, which may be due to depression and the effects. I can't tend to be happy a lot as well. I have an appointment scheduled for the 11th of April at the doctor's. Any ideas?