I am 17 years old and I have taken many online quizzes and they all come out as me having moderate to severe depression. I also have a past of suicidal thoughts and self harm. I have been feeling this way for many years and I have not really spoken about it because it makes me feel like I am being weak and asking for attention. We have been through a lot in the years, my dad remarrying and my mom now struggling to support us. She often feels like every hardship we have gone through is her fault, so I have always been the strong and supportive one were my two older sisters have lived their own lives almost normally. We are currently going through a move in provinces again and she is struggling to find a school she can afford, she is under so much pressure that I feel that I cannot tell her I feel depressed because it may be too much for her. My sisters have now both gone off to University and I feel if I wasn't here, she would not be so stressed and not have to deal with me.
I don't know what to do...