i broke up with my ex due to her family and have not seen her in 30 year,she walked back into my life through me finding her,she is not married,now after talking for 6 months i no deep in my heart i truly love her,i no she feels the same,but won,t commit while i,m married i long to be with her but if i walk out i will never see my kids or grandchildren again,i can,t take much more of this pain of not being with her