... fall in love easily too.. so there's this guy back in high school that liked talking to me a lot and so I decided to go with the flow I started talking to him and the he started showing signs of he liking me and all I had no idea of what was going on at first but my friends were like what is going on and he seems to like me so I started liking him back as time goes on. Few weeks later I heard that another girl liked him and she was doing all she could to get him she later found out I liked him too so she decided to tell him before I could she got jealous when we were always together and all..: he told her he liked her to( I didn't know he did that) and then on vacation(last term) we were together alone in school and I told him I liked him and all and he said he liked me to be also said that I should have told him earlie that he had told the other Girl that he liked he so she won't be sad
During winter we got really close and he made all this promises that h would never leave me no matter what happens with the other girl and so he asked me out(I was soo happy) and so I said yes and at first we were really cool and all but it got to a time when he didn't call or text he was always talking about th other Girl and her getting angry oh and he also told me not to tell anyone we were going out so few weeks later before we resumed for the last session he broke up with me saying things are complicated and that he would ask me out the following year again I didnt do anything to show signs of anger or regret(I never show emotions) so we became friends. So when we resumed news circulated that we went out and he denyed everything I also heard he kissed that other Girl and went out with her too so for my whole senior year he made me really sad and depressed and although I lOoked fine I was really sad because he was like my first and only love sometimes I even took alcohol to suppress my anger
Okay so bottom line is that I really really liked him and I didn't want to talk to him Or be friends after he did that and I felt I could not trust
anyone again but hE sti didn't stop trying to talk to me and he kept on calling texting and leaving voice mails...I later started talking to him but still ignored him sometimes and he was always coming to me hiding to talk to me and all he basically didn't want people to see him with me then and few months later when the other Girl relocated to England he claimed that she broke up with him because of me that he wants to be with only me and he really loves me WHAT SHOULD I DO???? Heis the only one I can talk to for hours without thinking of what to say I have mixed emotions he makes me happy and at the same time when I remember what hE did to me I feel like crying
PleAse help