I want help but by the time I try to ask for help I lie. Not because I want, but because I can't tell the truth. I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like I have different personalities. I need to know which one is me. I try my best to make sure everyone around me to be happy but that came at the cost of losing myself. This happened when my parents divorced. I distanced myself so it wouldn't hurt and told everyone everything ok so they could be happy and would ask me questions. People say I have the perfect life, so I feel I might just be looking for attention when I tell the people closest to me about my situation. They also may feel that I'm not there true friend that the person I created is their friend not me. Which you could say it true but if everyone around me is unhappy what was the point. Not knowing who I am gives me a emptiness inside I can say I feel but I don't I can care less but feeling nothing is sometimes worse than something. I really think I'm alone in the world and might even think its a health problem. Can you please tell me what you think.
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Well it sure might be a health problem but that kinda speaks for its self to get help you have to want help lieing never got anybody anywhere. This being said you might feel okay about at the moment but you'll lose when it finally comes out then nobody wants to be friends after a while of doing this i would ask yourself do i need help?if you say no you open the door for hate and no body will want to have anything to do with you.