I want help but by the time I try to ask for help I lie. Not because I want, but because I can't tell the truth. I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like I have different personalities. I need to know which one is me. I try my best to make sure everyone around me to be happy but that came at the cost of losing myself. This happened when my parents divorced. I distanced myself so it wouldn't hurt and told everyone everything ok so they could be happy and would ask me questions. People say I have the perfect life, so I feel I might just be looking for attention when I tell the people closest to me about my situation. They also may feel that I'm not there true friend that the person I created is their friend not me. Which you could say it true but if everyone around me is unhappy what was the point. Not knowing who I am gives me a emptiness inside I can say I feel but I don't I can care less but feeling nothing is sometimes worse than something. I really think I'm alone in the world and might even think its a health problem. Can you please tell me what you think.