Used to be very close and we got along brill.. A year ago we lost our daughter while my partner was pregnant with her and since then i feel like my partner dont want to no me anymore.. In the last twl months im lucky if get one call a week wich will be less than half hour convo nd i get ruffly one tx every 3-4 days.. I show her my love all the time every moment im with her i do nothing but compliment her tell her how beautiful she is to me i allways tell her how special she is to me i send her poems that i have made myself as my love for her grows so strong words just come floodin out of me and i put it to paper to express my feelings towards her but i dont eva get anything back.. I havnt seen her for near on 3 weeks i tx but get no reply i ring but no awnser.. I feel so alone and my heads all over the place i dont know what to do!!! :'-( i have cryed anonth to fill a river.. Every night i spend alone not knowin if shes even thinkin about me.. She had an awful childhood wich has made her very emotional sensitive frail and scared so i cant push for awnsers but at the same time i just want to know the truth abt her feelings.. I have backed off as far as i can.. Any further and id be out of her life all together!! I reali dont want that i want us to start over to be close again and too love one another.. Im sick of spending my nights alone when i should be at my partners side! :-( i truely do love her with all my heart.. She means the world to e i dream about her i cant stop thinking about her and this is just taren me apart.. I know i cant push for awnsers or even ask the questions but my heart needs to be put at ease.. Ive never felt so alone and yet i have a suposed girlfriend.. Jst dont know what to do