i dont know how to explain it so im just going to say this when ever im around her she makes me feel happy and just great and when she's gone i feel depressed (i cut myself cause i miss her so much) but im not physically attracted i wouldn't mind making out with her but shes not ugly. Don't just say well your not in love with her so forget about her. well i cant if i got rid of her from my life i don't know what i would do. all i want to know is why im not physically attracted to her but she makes me feel just undesirably good?